another one
Sunday, July 27, 2008
hmmm...
i think i am damn loser-ish.
going into the eighth month in my new school already
yet
whenever i enter the cafe after school
i am still lost
lost not in the sense that i don know where am i
but lost in the sense that i cannot really find where can i settle down in the canteen
in Zhonghua i can always and i mean ALWAYS find someone to sit down with after school after buying food
but i can't say the same here in Saint Andrews
maybe it is because everyone end at different timing
maybe it is just everyone is busy with every other thing
maybe just maybe
maybe it is just different
and i have to accept it
maybe it is because i have such good schoolmates in secondary school that i expect too much in JC
lost also in the sense that i ahave not find my footing in this college (i have a faint impression i read this in someone's blog)
not my CCA
not my CLASS
not my .........
if you tell me to look back and say that if you could choose another JC now
will you?
i guess my answer will most likely be a yes for now.
i don't really have something to hold me back tightly
i think most of my time in JAE's Saint Andrews is with the ODAC-er
and today it is the J2 (07/08 batch) farewell
[To Ariel: i guess today event was quite a success. no worry okay]
i think i am going to miss them quite alot
though we don really really know them very very well
but yar i think we will still miss them very much
my mentor
the you yuen ren[ i still kept his 7-up from the OEC debt, and i think i will keep his mackerel for a long time to come too]
my advisor
and many many more that has in a way teach me something along the way
[eg. yuzhen who is always a ball-like thing in group picture(water melon and a rugby ball?)]
you all made me realise everything has a purpose
you made me realised why people do certain things in my previous camps
you made me realised that if you need to be the change that you hope to see
Thank You.
then come the current batch of ODAC-er
hope you will be my footing
hope i wil have beautiful memory of you all when i leave SA
i can only hope
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