not directing anyone in this post.
Monday, July 10, 2006
What a “FRUITFUL/WONDERFUL” day for me today. Went to NE leader meeting. Come up with some boring games for racial harmony. Yar and about 20 mins ago, I just got a new idea from my sis. Dono if I should tell them. Sometimes…you contribute. You are a problem…you don. You are also a problem. LIFE is so contradicting.
Oh suddenly remember what mou mou ren say…
-[peng you…shou hao ting de shi bang mang…bu hao ting de shi li yong]-
hai.i am very disappointed in the 2 most important commitments in life till now. They both let me down. Both the people in it led me to think that ‘am I committing correctly to the correct causes?’ and most often then not my commitment clashes. Then I am force to choose, and a lot of a time I think back. Am I making the correct choices? And my mum always say: why are you making yourself so tire and stressful, commit to so many stuff for what.
And I will always say: Then I will not be bored what!
Then now I think back. How NOT stressful I will be when I only commit to just 1 thing! And only 1 thing!
Okay I know it is very difficult to put yourself in other ppl shoes and think the way the person think. And also when you do something for a good cause. Some other ppl will misread it and in turn think that you are doing it all for you own sake. or bad causes
-not referring to anyone.
Today a lot of ppl never turn up for blazer trying…although I already announce. Maybe is because they never hear or other ppl are too concern about their own things and FORGET to have initiative. Or I am just a BAD BAD BAD leader.i/cI think I am just not a good leader eh. Although I have attended like so many LEADERSHIP courses which purpose are to make you have more leadership?
WHAT IS A LEADER!
i feeling really down man...isit because of the rainy season or is my hormones acting weird lately...i dono.
and lastly i will like to say that it is a responsibility to take when borrowing anything from anybody. you must return the stuff you borrow with the same condition or even better...
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